I hate my boyfriend ...?

You're too good for him seriously its a good thing he hasn't proposed to you. Why allow yourself to be treated so horribly girl hold your head high and walk out his door with your middle finger up lol. There is someone out there that will make you feel good treat you the way you want to be treat. Stay with him and things won't get better your letting him treat you like a door matt and he knows he can get away with it. Break free girl.